The good ole days

It felt really weird being in a room once filled with people and being there again but now empty and devoid of life. I visited my old office room yesterday...grabe!!! I simply cannot describe it. I really miss the chatter, the noise, the laughs, and the name callings! The customary "Hello, IT" when answering the direct line...Nothing beats that...I'm telling you. And this certainly deserves to be mentioned, Kitchie Nadal's song "Wag na Huwag mong sasabihin" being played over and over again. Hay...the happy days! Who could ever forget the heydays of DOD (Day of Defeat)??? Somebody told me, "Sir, kahit mababa ang sweldo basta't magkasama tayo at may DOD lang...OK na kami!" Hahahaha! The echo of gunfire in the background...mixed with laughter...and shouts of "YUNG FLAG! or GRANADA" I never thought that a game could ever make a group of men more than just co-workers but make of them as friends... Allies ka ba or Axis??? Fighting for one side certainly made us closer...gave us a ton laughs...

In the midst of nothing

I'm actually very much lost at this time. Had a great time with gf the other day. But I still feel im a heaping piece of shit. Its hard being stuck in the same hole for the last 3 years. Can't climb out of this funk. I guess its another down cycle for me... a long one. Met someone very interesting 2 nights ago...same school as my gf's. Hmmm there must be something bout that school. Hehehehe I saw the UP campus yesterday as well...sheesh...i really liked that school. Reminds me of my own lost college life. I had to daydream that I was a rocker/campus figure just to convince myself to stop being insecure bout the young college people around me.... I guess thats it....useless!