In the midst of nothing

I'm actually very much lost at this time. Had a great time with gf the other day. But I still feel im a heaping piece of shit. Its hard being stuck in the same hole for the last 3 years. Can't climb out of this funk. I guess its another down cycle for me... a long one. Met someone very interesting 2 nights ago...same school as my gf's. Hmmm there must be something bout that school. Hehehehe I saw the UP campus yesterday as well...sheesh...i really liked that school. Reminds me of my own lost college life. I had to daydream that I was a rocker/campus figure just to convince myself to stop being insecure bout the young college people around me.... I guess thats it....useless!