i, me, mine

Individuality. Sometimes i need to look back at what is going on in my life and see what parts of it is actually me.. and what parts are being influenced by other people. I hate feeling guilty for doing something just because it will upset one of my friends. I should be able to do what I want, without worrying about what other people think. Actually, that is what I do. There are so many things I want to do with my life. Places I want to go, things that I want to do. But there is always someone telling me what i should and shouldn't be doing. Its like my brain isn't good enough, I am not capable of making decisions for myself. I mean it can be something really simple.. or something that actually holds a great deal of importance. I mean.. obviously you are gonna be influenced by the people you are around. It happens without even knowing it.